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October 8th, 2007

Once a month....no way! @ 08:54 am

Current Location: At home for a bit longer
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: Nightwish "Amaranth"

I have to update this place more often. I swear things are nuts right now. 

Well, my writing fan fics continues to be at a dramatic halt. It takes creativity to write and right now, I am not feeling any of it. Music writing took off for a little while, but it stopped. School has me so wrapped up as well as family and my boyfriend. 

If there is any way to get creative spark in a bottle, please let me know. Otherwise, this place won't be active again for a while more. 

-Amber 
 

September 6th, 2007

OK @ 08:30 am

OK, lets think of it like this. Its gonna be a long day. My classes for fall term started up. I trust that things have been well with you all in your lives. Lifecame by and well got me. I am finally updating this after the longest time, but its an update. I will let everyone know about the writing thing as it comes to me. 

---Amber

 

March 29th, 2007

Three parts to TOB @ 01:28 pm

Current Location: At home
Current Mood: A bit lonesome
Current Music: Sevendust "Ugly"

Hehe, that is right, three parts to TOB. I got on a roll last night with my typing after my mom came home seriously ill. I got so upset, I just jammed out and typed. I got really far in my story. I think I have about 7 to 10 parts finished, yet I am working on one hell of a plot twist...so stay tuned if your in for a thriller. Welpers, here you are. 


 

March 27th, 2007

TOB 4 @ 03:18 pm

Current Mood: In a writer mood!
Current Music: Nightwish "Slaying The Dreamer"
Tags:

Well, my friend Becca let me know she really liked the story, so here is part 4! Read, comment and enjoy. I thank those who are reading and liking where I am taking this. There are plenty more twists and turns to come.

 

Plug at bottom of TOB update. @ 09:44 am

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: Defeated by myself
Current Music: Nightwish "Ever Dream"

OK, now that is done. Third part is a little shorter. I know. Plug time! My sister [info]flack_lover213
 

March 24th, 2007

Trouble On Broadway-2 @ 05:53 pm

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: Chipper yet tired
Current Music: Limp Bizkit "Rollin"

As for TOB, I am updating this little thing now. I start back to class on monday after a 3 month break. Yhoo! 
I go three days a week so I am not making promises on a exact date when this will be updated again. Earliest will be tuesday, latest 
will be next weekend. 

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The next few days were full of rehab and moping in the hospital. It was a week later when I was released. I had walked into my sister’s apartment to find a room all set up for me. Andréa was the type of person to do that for anyone, especially family. She helped me by getting my stuff into my room. I thanked her and then grabbed my cell phone and the card that Danny had given me. I flipped it over to his home phone number and then thought about it for a few minutes. I then called his home phone number.

 

“You have reached the machine of Danny. Please leave a name and number and I will get back with you as soon as I get off work. See you when I see you.”

 

*BEEP*

 

“Hey, it’s Sara Tomlinson. I just wanted to let you know that I was out of the hospital and at my sister’s house in the Bronx. Call me at 988-551-4121 if you have any other question for me. Bye.”

 

I hung up the phone and just sat there for a little while. My sister had three birds and a dog, Taylor. That Golden Lab loved me to death. The dog was at the door just sitting there with its long tongue hanging out of its mouth.

 

“Come here Taylor. I know you missed me.”

 

The dog hopped up on the bed and lay across my lap. My cell phone was right next to my hand, so I was happy in case anyone called, like my doctor. I just petted his head and his body. He was my friend in a tight spot.

 

Taylor, its lunch time!”

 

That was Andréa calling Taylor to lunch. Taylor hopped off my lap and as the dog made its way down the steps, my cell phone rang. It was a foreign number, so I did what I naturally did when a number like that popped up on my phone.

 

“Hello, this is Sara Tomlinson, how may I help you?

 

“This is Danny Messer returning your call.”

 

I just smiled for I was happy he called me back. He seemed to be in a quiet spot, so it seemed like a perfect time to call. It was night, so I had assumed he was at his house.

 

“Sara, are you just going to sit there or are you just happy to hear me?”

 

I hadn’t realized I was quiet.

 

“Oh, I am sorry. I just wanted to check on the case and see how it was going.”

 

“It is case closed. Evidence and fingerprints led to the gun belonging to the father of one of the boys who shot you.”

 

“Boys?” My ears couldn’t believe it at all.

 

“The three were teenagers, not men. They all had things inside the shoes they were wearing to hike up the height a bit.”

 

“Well, that is…well….”

 

“You don’t have to say nothing Sara. The good part about it is that you are alive and that is what is important in all of this.”

 

“Your right, I should be grateful that I had turned to the right as I was getting the phone. I wouldn’t be alive if I hadn’t got nine one one on the phone like I did.”

 

“Yeah, we heard the tape from dispatch. You did the right thing. I am proud of you.”

 

I wanted to do something nice for him and his crew that had helped him out.

 

“Hey, how many are on your team?”

 

“Well there is me, Flack, Stella, Mac, Sheldon and Lindsay. That makes six. Why do you ask?”

 

“Well the doctor said I can go back to Broadway in two days, which is when the next show is. I will call my bookie and get you six tickets to the show. How is that?”

 

“Well, you don’t have to go out of your way Sara.”

 

“Come on, it’s the least I am able to do for someone who made me comfortable in the hospital and help get the people who went through my home. You and your team worked very hard and the least you can do is take about two hours to come and see me.”

 

Danny was silent, but I can tell by his breathing over the phone that he was smiling as I was talking.

 

“OK Sara, you have a deal. Can you come by tomorrow and drop them off?”

 

“Yeah, sure, where do you want me to drop them off at?

 

“The lab, I will give your sister directions on how to get there. Seeing as I live in the Bronx and all.”

 

“I have a much better plan, how about I meet you at your place and drop them off. She lives in the Bronx, so it will be much shorter than coming into town and all.”

 

“It’s a plan that sounds mighty good to me. How about tomorrow at eight?”

 

“Sure thing. I will see you then. Bye Sara.”

 

“Bye Danny.”

 

I got off the phone with him and called the bookie at the theatre to get me the tickets and to drop them off at my sister’s place. It was a good feeling that I had, but what was Danny planning?

 

 

 

March 22nd, 2007

Total update/Trouble On Broadway @ 09:30 pm

Current Location: At home
Current Mood: Am gonna turn my AC on tonight
Current Music: Gackt "Luna"

Of course I have not updated this. I was making a very crucial decision. I have made my mind up. I started writing this CSI:NY fic a long time ago and had gotten around to posting it on ff.net but never completed my task. I am going to go ahead, get my wrtiing from my ff.net account and close it out. I know that if I post it here at least one person wil lread it((Ash and Ebony)) and will love what I write. So, here it is, the one fic that I am finally posting here, my original CSI: NY fic "Trouble On Broadway"

 

I had just moved into downtown New York City with the intention of just living a normal life, yet that was not the case.

I had come home from a long day at work, which was being a dancer on Broadway. I walked right into a robbery in progress. The two men who were there were fiddling through my jewelry drawer. They were looking for a necklace that my mom had given me. When I had walked in, they turned to see that very necklace on my neck and ran for me. Shots were fired and I was struck in my right side. I fell and they ran without what they came for.

I had awoken a few hours later in the hospital. Of course, that was not how I intended my night to end up. I just wanted to go home and crawl into bed after a long shower. I pressed the button for the nurse to come. She came rather fast with two other men behind her. I asked the nurse what had happened to me.

“You were robbed and shot. You were in surgery to get the bullet out of your ribs on the right side. You were one lucky girl. You had turned to run, according to police. If you hadn’t turned like you did, you would have been dead.”

I just slapped my head with my left hand. This is the way to get to know people after only a week in New York Sara. Getting shot, yeah that is a nice way to get to know people. I scooted up on the bed to see who the men behind her were. They came in to the room and shut the door.

“If you came to rob me, I had my sister take that necklace to the safe deposit box at the bank in Florida.”

The men looked at each other. They then turned back to me.

“We didn’t come to rob you ma’am. I’m Danny Messer and this is Detective Don Flack from the New York police and crime lab. We are here to help you out.”

I just took another heavy sigh.

“I am so sorry. I have only been in New York for a week and already I am getting robbed. This is one way to spend your time in New York.”

Danny pulled up a stool. I knew he was only trying to make me feel a bit better than what I was.

“I could think of nicer ways to spend time in the city than here in the hospital.”

I just looked over at him.

“I’m a dancer on Broadway. I am in the current production of Cats, so this is the last place I want to be.”

“Ahem, pardon me boy and girl, but I have a case to solve. I can’t do it with you two sitting here making casual conversation.”

Detective Flack was right. I knew he was getting a bit impatient, so I just turned to him.

“I’ll give you what you need.”

“OK, what is your full name first of all? No one at the front gave it to us.”

“Sara Tomlinson.”

“All right, Miss Tomlinson, were you coming home when you saw your attackers?”

“I had just got home from a show. I heard ruffling in my apartment, but thought it was my cat, Fran, so I thought nothing of it. I unlocked the door and saw them. They were in my bedroom and they were shuffling through my drawers in my jewelry boxes. They wanted my mom’s necklace.”

“Necklace, the one you had mentioned?”

“Yes, it was my mother’s necklace.”

“Why didn’t they take anything else?”

“That is what I have been asking. I have diamonds and amethysts sitting in those boxes. They had to be after that one because it had turquoise. They were Hispanic, and turquoise is a rarity in Cuba and Mexico, so they might have been after it for that.”

“They may have been after it cause it is worth over half a million dollars.”

My sister Andréa was at the door. She came in and sat down across the room.

“That is my sister Andréa. I had her send it down to Miami and place it in her safe deposit box.”

Danny looked over at her and then back at me. He had to do a quick double take.

“Your twins aren’t you?”

“Yeah we are. She is the younger one by eight minutes. I am the older one and we are all each other have, so that is my next of kin.”

Flack had motioned for Danny to head out of the room.

“Thank you Miss Tomlinson, we will be contacting you if there is anything else we need.”

“Not a problem, I gave the number to the hospital, so get it from the front desk and tell them they will have to answer to me if they do not give you any information.”

Danny got up and then pulled out his wallet. He got a small card and then wrote on the back of it with a pen that was on my table at my side.

“If you need anything, call me, my home number is on the back of this card. My work number is on the front as well as my cell phone number.”

I just smiled and said thanks. I then went back to sleep for a little bit.

 

March 7th, 2007

My Latest Eric/Ryan Work @ 10:38 am

Current Mood: Finally tranquil.
Current Music: Nightwish "Ever Dream"

Yes, I am finally back on LJ! God, family issues have held me back from getting writing done. I still have a ton to update on ff.net and its driving me nuts. I finally got the internet at my house, so more updates will come, especially when my sister gets her spring break in two weeks. Well I know that you all have waited for this one for a while, so here it is....at last.....my newest Eric/Ryan work.
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Every Night

Eric had arrived home from work to a clean house.......again for the fourth time in two weeks. He knew where Ryan would be at. Upstairs in the bathroom waiting on him to come up and crawl into bed. He thought tonight would be a bit different, so he paced the lower floor of the home for any sign of his man.

"Ryan....where are you?"

He stopped in the living room  to hear the sound of bath water coming from the upstairs. He just smirked a bit.

"Typical Ryan."

He had an idea, so he went to the kitchen to make a phone call. Ryan had heard ruffinlg and fumbling downstairs, so he made his way across the hall and started his desent down the steps. When Eric hears this, he runs and hides in the garage. Ryan was pacing the hallway downstairs now, nothing on but his long bathrobe. He stopped in the kitchen to notice Eric's coat on the bar and then again in the living room to see his shoes by the loveseat. He looked up and saw his car outside, but no Eric inside.

"Where are you my little soilder boy?"

The doorbell had rung in mid-thought. Ryan, now more confused, walked over to the door to answer it. Eric saw him leave the kitchen and living room area and quietly came out of the garage. He stood in the now dark kitchen as Ryan came back in the living room and turned on a lamp. He sat a dozen red roses on the coffee table.

"Knew you would like them."

Ryan jumped at the sound of Eric's voice. He turned to the kitchen to see Eric and walked over to him. He wrapped his arms around the young man and placed a soft kiss across his lips. 

"I am supposed to be the one full of surprises dear."

Eric looked at him and just rolled his eyes in his head.

"Not when the surprise gets old after two weeks. Its time to mix it up a bit."

Eric closed the curtains in the living room. He then laid across the couch and Ryan just smiled, staring at Eric, bare feet and camoflauge pants. He laid across Eric and fell asleep, forgetting all about the bath water upstairs.
 

February 28th, 2007

Work of Art @ 07:15 pm

OK, so in the coming weeks, you will all be seeing my latest work of Eric/Ryan art. Yes, I FINALLY will have it up.

 

February 21st, 2007

Update On My Life @ 07:18 pm

Current Mood: Creative yet bitchy.
Current Music: Nelly Furtado "Maneater

Well Monday was my 21st birthday. I had 2 parties sunday, 2 monday and 1 tuesday. It was awesome. My mom is getting me a laptop soon, so all my fics/icons/banners will be posted to this account. Speaking of which, I seriously need a new LJ icon. The one I have now is old. I may make a Danny one soon. Not sure what to use. I am just a little smutty perv. Reason I say that is a few people over on talkcsi just happen to have me on a Danny/Flack obsession. I can't stop writing about them. Just too weird. 

Amber 
 

February 12th, 2007

Eric/Ryan 2 "Enjoy the Silence" @ 08:17 am

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: "Falling Into You" Square Bear & Yana kay

Welp, here I ma again. This is the second installment in my Eric/Ryan series. I may not be on again till sometime at the end of this week or start of next due to weather. A foot of snow and few inches of ice expected in Ohio. Ugh, well here you are my lovlies. Enjoy!

Title: Enjoy the Silence
Rating:T
AN: If you like this pair, let me know, I have plenty more stories and, although I would LOVE to own both fine men, I don't.

Eric was sitting in the break room sipping on a cold soda. He had just got into the AC after gathering evidence in eighty-nine degree weather. He went to take another sip of soda when he felt cold hands on the back of his neck. He yanked around and pop ended up all over Ryan's jacket.

"Ryan! Jeez man, you don't...come on....don't scare me like that!"

Ryan slouched down in the chair next to him. He didn't know if he was being scolded or if it was the heat. Eric looked over at the confused man and just took his hand. 

"I am very sorry. The heat is getting to me in a bad way. Before you ask, no cold showers till we get home."

Ryan smiled, than frowned. His smile returned when he got an idea.

"I know what will cool you down."

"Hopefully not your hands again."

Ryan just chuckled a bit as he went and got a cup of ice and bottle of water from the fridge in the break room. He then realized that Eric had been in a deep trance, maybe thinking aobut heading home.

"Sorry, I know how much you like your quiet time."

""Its all right. The company is much better than any quiet time I will have."

Ryan just smiled and st back down in the chair. Thetwo spent the rest of Eric's break talking and laughing.

 

February 8th, 2007

Heat of the Night @ 04:46 pm

Current Mood: Extreme Bordeom
Current Music: Gackt "Mizerable"

OK, I made my mind up. I am going ot post all my CSI: NY stuff on my fanfiction.net account and my Eric/Ryan things here. So, here we are, its a start.

Heat of the Night

"Damn, perfect time for the air to go out."

Eric was down on his knees by the air conditioner. Fixing the contraption was bad enough, but the fourth time in a week? This was getting rather ridiculous very fast. Ryan walked out of the bathroom and was watching him through the doorway. The intentions that had just been planted in his mind were not the same ones that Eric had in mind. Eric heard the ruffling and stared over at the bathrrom door.

"Ryan Wolfe, what the hell could be on your mind at this moment?"

Ryan walked over and knelt down where the other man was at. He placed his arms around Eric's neck and jsut stared at him.

"Two words good man, cold shower."

 Eric just blushed and placed a small kiss on his lover's cheek. They then headed toward the bathroom, shutting and locking the door behind them.
 

February 7th, 2007

My new Messageboards!!! @ 02:50 pm

Current Mood: creative

http://z6.invisionfree.com/New_York_Life/index.php?act=idx

That is my new message board. I am stil lgetting it up and running. I am posting up new things every few minutes and I need some mods and things like that to help me. If your watching this and you do register, please leave me your sn so I can see if you wanna be a mod or not.\

Thanks!

Amber
 

I tried.... @ 12:11 pm

Current Mood: exhausted

OK, I tried to do every person who loves writing a favor and write some slash about my fave show: CSI: NY, but maybe I got a little overboard. After posting it to my ff.net account, I went home and started scribbling some notes down....and now it is my new obsession. If you want to see it, http://www.fanfiction.net/~tristiannataylor is the link to my page. This is not only limited to one show. I may start an NCIS set woth Tony/McGee and I already have Eric/Ryan slash from CSI: Miami written. Now everyone who knows me well enough is saying that I would never write this type of stuff. Yet those who don't know me well are seeing a side of me I haven't came across in about six years. The last time I wrote slash, it almost got me in serious trouble with sertent people. (They know who they are) I had to take the stuff down and never wrote it again....until now. I am really enjoying this and maybe it will keep the evil side of me intact with the rest of me. :D :D :D Welpers, my update is here, read and enjoy!

-Amber
 

February 5th, 2007

A lot of new things @ 12:55 pm

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Square Bear & Yana Kay "Falling Into You"

Welpers, a lot of new things are going on in my life. I have a few fan fics that I have to get up, will post the site as soon as they are up, and that may be as early as today. Also working on a few songs and other writing. I am releasing little detail on a new book that I am writing. Welp, not much time to talk, gonna start my work.
 

January 30th, 2007

A lot @ 08:37 pm

Current Mood: crushed

A lot of stuff has happened to me since last I spoke to you all. My two best friends died in the past month, so therefore, I will be flying out friday to go to the viewing and funerals. I moved again...yes again. My sister started classes, I didn't. It is all one big time blur to me. That is why this is all short as hell right now.
 

November 21st, 2006

Not Here @ 01:38 pm

Not very many ppl read this, but if you are one of the few that do, I will not be returning until January. Finals are over today and I am off for the month of December.

 

November 14th, 2006

Been a while...... @ 08:35 am

Current Music: Three Days Grace "Animal I Have Become"

It has seriously been a while since last I spoke to you all. Well, here is some things that are going on with me.

Well, I moved into a new place.....again. I lost count of moving at 10 in 5 years, and that was when I was 15. I am 20 now...almost 21. I am not wanting to move again until I get my degree in Financial Management. Then I will want ot transfer ot the University of Tennessee. GO VOLS! LOL, had to get my plug in.

Ppl have been asking me if I am into wrestling and anime. Yes to both, wrestling more than anime though. Here are just a few of my fave wrestlers:

1)CM Punk-He made the list for one reason, pure adrenaline. Every time I watch him, he is just ready to fight. Stiff kicks and punches, he is just talented all around.
2)Sandman-This guy is just hardcore. A guy that can come through the crowd, drink beer, smash the can on his head, go in the ring AND kick some major ass with a singapore cane, that is just awesome.
3)Tommy Dreamer-I saw a match where the guy got run through a table covered in barbed wire. The guy is tough as nails and goes out there with 100% every damn time.

These are my top three. There are plenty more, but I can't list them all: ain't got the time to.

Well, finals are approaching. See you all on da filp side!

Amber
Spirit
 

November 7th, 2006

So, any new bands? @ 12:32 pm

Yes! There are a few new bands and things. This is all while scouring Myspace.

Gretchen-This band has a lot of talent. Their single "Fading" is a very awesome song.

Ratpack Records-The record company has such artists as MindsetX and Vegas Temper. Check them out to hear and see all the great bands.

Also check out Celldweller. "Stay with me Unlikely" is featured at www.flashflashrevolution.com and is a really awesome song.

Well that is all from the peanut gallery.

Amber

 

November 6th, 2006

*yawns* Hello @ 02:04 pm

Hello there. My name is Amber, but you can call me Spirit. I love a lot of stuff, and this is the journal that you will find what I love.

 

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